Gosh a lot has been going on these past few weeks!! We've finally got the pub open, tonight was our open night and we were rammed!! We really didn't know what to expect but this was great!
But.
Its so difficult working with a family who own the business. Especially as they are all girls. I feel really in the middle when they all have a spat and I feel dragged into a lot of situations unfairly... So me and the boss had a chat tonight and alot of what she said pissed me off mildly. It was almost like she hadn't noticed how much i had been doing, running out food orders, cleaning tables, cleaning glasses, collecting glasses... I've been running around like a frickin mad person whilst she busybodies (which is frickin annoying) and fucks things up (like tipping the entire dishwasher into the bar and blaming it on someone else) and whilst her two daughters stand around and I was picked up on, on things that I'm not doing. Now, I know I'm not perfect and I've still got alot to learn but really?!?!
ANYWAY it's all fun and exciting.
But I've been worried that now I'm working in a pub as well, Mr B and I won't be able to spend as much time with each other. I know I live with him so I still get to sleep next to him but... yeah. I love him so much and I love how tight and close we are and I'm terrified of loosing that. We'll work through it I know. And This isn't what I want as a career- I desperately want to go back into Outdoor Ed and Instructing but I don't want to live on site. Or if I do, Mr B has to be able to live with me.
I'm currently watching One Born Every Minute and I'm not going to lie, but I can't wait to have Mr.B's babies. I want to spend the rest of my life with him and we will have some pretty cute kiddies =P Not now though. Leave it a while I recon.....
So yeah. Speak soon
Bunny xx
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