I have some strange dreams. Sometimes its good that I forget about them due to how vivid or nightmareish they are. But last night I had the weirdest dream yet that only one section stays in my memory.
I was pregnant.
Normally I dont try and interpret my dreams. I am a thinker and I stress and worry easily and find it hard to shut down, so I put it down to my brain over working and making me have dreams about what I'm worried about.
But this time in reality I am not pregnant, nor worried about being pregnant, nor plan on it for a while. This kinda scared me. Is my body telling me I am, I just don't know it yet?? Is my body telling me its time to start trying?? Is my brain reminding me of all the problems I have had with 'my innards' and that its a sign??
I decided to have a look online for the meaning of this dream. Apparantly, it relates to my creativity and creating things. Not necessarily a new life but new projects and arty things.
I can kind of see how that relates to everything at the moment. The pub I have been cleaning and painting is hopefully going to open soon which means I get to learn how to run a pub. I like learning new things, I've had so many jobs but the best bits were always the learning.
I have just joined a band and we did some recording last night which is both exciting and terrifying at the same time. I get to re-invent myself as a musician again and have creative input.
I have got back into baking and cooking properly again which is awesome, my next venture is cake pops!!
I have also started getting into designing costumes. At scout camp there is always a theme and costumes have to be involved. Its the only part of theatre I have managed to cling on to, being able to create something epic from a bit of fabric or something from a charity shop.
So in a way, it makes sense. I just wish it wasnt depicted through me being preggers cause I'm SO not ready for that yet...
Bunny x
I was pregnant.
Normally I dont try and interpret my dreams. I am a thinker and I stress and worry easily and find it hard to shut down, so I put it down to my brain over working and making me have dreams about what I'm worried about.
But this time in reality I am not pregnant, nor worried about being pregnant, nor plan on it for a while. This kinda scared me. Is my body telling me I am, I just don't know it yet?? Is my body telling me its time to start trying?? Is my brain reminding me of all the problems I have had with 'my innards' and that its a sign??
I decided to have a look online for the meaning of this dream. Apparantly, it relates to my creativity and creating things. Not necessarily a new life but new projects and arty things.
I can kind of see how that relates to everything at the moment. The pub I have been cleaning and painting is hopefully going to open soon which means I get to learn how to run a pub. I like learning new things, I've had so many jobs but the best bits were always the learning.
I have just joined a band and we did some recording last night which is both exciting and terrifying at the same time. I get to re-invent myself as a musician again and have creative input.
I have got back into baking and cooking properly again which is awesome, my next venture is cake pops!!
I have also started getting into designing costumes. At scout camp there is always a theme and costumes have to be involved. Its the only part of theatre I have managed to cling on to, being able to create something epic from a bit of fabric or something from a charity shop.
So in a way, it makes sense. I just wish it wasnt depicted through me being preggers cause I'm SO not ready for that yet...
Bunny x
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